MEET-THE-PARENT-SESSION


I knew today is not gonna be like what I expected. I flunk and you use it as a good reason to vent your anger on me?? They did better.. so what? Like I care. You just have to know I'm not born as smart as them. I'm not that genius to get all As. I want to be like them but I just can't. I did my very best but do you even care about it...??? All you care is who did better. And the bad thing is.. they are ALWAYS the one that did better. And even if I did better than them, you wouldn't even realize.

kalaumalusangattakyamengakulasia.

OH MY GOD! I SOSOSOSO WANT THE LATEST BOOK BY SOPHIE KINSELLA. COMING OUT SOON BUT NOT SO SOON! I HAVE TO HAVE IT.


<<<<<< TWENTIES GIRL!!!!

SOPHIE KINSELLA IS BACK!!!!

School ENDED! for 1 month or so. YAY! I started to appreciate holidaez (:

Project work over. How relieved is that. I mean ITZ OVER! You don't have to even bother about it again. Isn't that a good thing? Dikir barat steps found! We can do it (:

But now, the bad thing... HOMEWORK ARE PILING UP. OMG!

+ there's geog class (which I'm not going for sure) +

there's e-learning where the assignment given is damn a lot +

essay must be submitted by 1 June and I haven't even plan anything +

there's leadership camp in SCHOOL... Can the camp be somewhere else????

AND RIGHT TILL NOW, I only know that MARCUS, IMAN & XIANG KANG are the one going for the camp. Anyone else going????



WARNINGZ: beware of who your friendz are cause you can never know that they steal your money and acts like nothing has happened... Some of them can be a TWO-FACED PERSON. EXTREMELY DANGEROUS GERL!

Suddenly very enthu in Dikir Barat.!!!


istilldarenotfacethereality.

Am I dreaming or what?!?!? I bang into someone. As in BANG on my head! Its painful okayz. And sorry for banging into you. I know it hurts. My head hurts too by the way. But you kinda appear out of nowhere. Sorry!


I've still not decided what to do.. Maybe I shall just leave everything to unfold by itself. I just have no enough courage to tell the truth. But if I tell... then I'm so known as a failure. Everyone is doing so well.. and being the first to tell that I FLUNKED in all will be damn shocking and shameful too. Fcuk ah.. what did I do to deserve this. Everyone is doing so well while here I am being the one and only loser. At least they say that they got a killing/murdering paper. I got all of them too. But they brought home a passing paper but what about me? A FAILING paper. Juz what is wrong with me????


You didn't feel very good lately but its about to change. Your energies revive and new people will appear in your life.

When there's no more hope, you can only hope for a miracle to happen. But will it happen?

Everything had the link somewhere. Even on the movies i watched. Even on the book I read. Is this just a coincidence? or it just to remind me that I flunked? I didn't know how to face everyone. Everyone doing great and here I am a failure. They passed with flying colors but what about me? I'm here crying over a spilled milk. Crying over the things that I did. Crying over something that I've been trying to avoid. Is this history repeating itself? It happened one year ago and it happened again. And will it happened in a year's time. Will I do the same mistake again. It says that when there's a second time... there will be a third time. Hiding and crying in the corner won't help you la CT!!!!! You already failed. What is there left??? Regrets won't make you pass. Crying over the failure isn't going to help you pass either. So what can you so??? Wait for a miracle to happen. But will it ever happen. It's not impossible but will it happen? You wanted to go JC but will it happen. I guess crying every night isn't the best thing to do. But that I just can't help it. I want someone to hear my problem. but who?? Who is this someone that I can turn to??? How will I face them?

It's easy for you but it was never easy for me.

FRASIA CAME TODAY AT GMS(S).

FRASIA= Friends of Asia
THANKS HAMEEZAH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME (:

ATH AND SAB didn't come ): and I'm back to Faith2-2 life. haha. Kinda get used to it (:


I cannot be hearing things. NO. Its impossible. I heard it very well what you said and now what??? I get it all wrong. NO! I remember all the words you said. The exact word. K fine you win this time. HAPPY?!?!?!

I FAILED THE WHOLE FREAKING THING. I EVEN LOSE TO A F24 STUDENT!!! AN EXF22 LOSE TO A 24 STUDENT. I'M A LOSER BORN TO BE ANYWAE! I'M SO ASHAME TO BE IN F33... YOU JUST DONT KNOW THE FEELING TO BE THERE.

I knew it. I hate it. But I just can't change it.

I flunk in all.

EXCEPT POA! A1!

It was my best subject la... even better than Malay.

1 subject isn't good enough!


I juz hate myself. I'm ready like stuck there for 2 years but still haven't learn my lesson. 6 months gone... but still... ugh..

Highlights:Robia is celebrating her 15th birthday today.


Hello people...

Examz over liao plus today ROBIA'S BIRTHDAY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBIA :D


Yay. exams finally over... I can like enjoy. I know I'm gonna flunk in e-math, science and geog!

plus no school tomorrow.. Hey Hanis... Itz my turn now. hehe.

Things started to change. The things that I expect starts to go in my war. I hang on to my last hope even though it show signs that it's not going to go the way I expect. But I still hang on to it. and yes I made it there. Don't admit defeat unless you are defeated.




I DID NOT WATCH HARPER'S ISLAND YESTERDAE. I asleep at 10 and woke up at 11.33 pm. 3 minutes after it ended. Nevermind. ATHIRAH will be glad to tell me the whole story :D I'm depending on you ATHIRAH!



Exam's in 2 days time. Let's just forget about that for the time being and think about that like tomorrow.. when the thing is only 1 day away?



The problem that bothered you a lot lately, is finely coming to its end. The upcoming period will be much calmer. You're opening a new chapter in your life.

Exams are like on wed... and I haven't even start my revision.

last minute revision can help me remember stuff

I'm know this is bad but trust me I'm still doing it..


Finally after 4 dayz... I got my peaceful sleep. My eight hours of sleep that I've been hoping. And for the past 4 dayz, I've been waking up at 2-3am and then couldn't get back to sleep! AND so at 3.30 I'll watch perfect strangers . HAHA! Then at 4.. I'll try to sleep but was never succed.



I got a Letter from H-A-M-E-E-Z-A-H. I got the blue rolled ones. Ath go the pink kiss one. Sab got the pink heart one. She's always giving us letters for mye. Wishing the best and only the best.



It seems that nothing goes as you expected

This is soso true. Nothing have been going as what I have expect to be. Plans planned were always changed. Things wanted were always sold. But I'm still holding my last plan and hopefully it's gonna be alright.


Things have been going bad. Unexpected things do happen. But....today is the best day for the weekdayz even though I got to know that I failed physics. But failing physics is a normal thing for me.. so there's nothing yo be surprised of..

But one thing for sure... when I wake up tomorrow morning, I'm gonna be a cheerful person and think positive all the way. Even if something is going to go wrong, for the first time, I'm not going to care about it.

Exam's over! FOR THE TIME BEING!

Lesson as per normal for maths, e-geog and social studies.... Free period for English and Malay! YAY! But Malay lesson was boring... we did nothing except for reading newspaper which I really hate. The class was really silence... H & I really didn't expect ATH to actually read the papers. Haha..

SAB didn't come today. And for the first time... ATH was hoping that the canteen was crowded cause we were like the lonely ones there. Then there's this upper sec guy... very ungentlemen... he came and sit at OUR table without even asking if the seat is occupied...



SAB must come tomorrow kayz...































some people just can't see that we are trying to help but ended up saying that we are useless...